benar, duri itu bisa

benar..

duri itu bisa..

aku tahu ia menyakitkan..
ia juga melukakan..
dan sgt memeritkan..

benar...
luka dr hirisnyanya nmpak tak dalam..
tak sedalam rasa perit yg ditinggalkannya..
itu lah kelebihan sang duri..
nmpak biasa pd org yg x pernah menyentuhnya,
hanya yg berpengalaman tahu bagaimana rasa racunnya.
benar..aku mengakuinya..
duri itu racun bisanya.

tp bukankah itu mmg fungsinya?
si duri..
ia bkn di situ hanya sebagai simbol sang bunga..
bukan hanya sbg pelengkap hiasan bunga,
tp ia pelindung kpd sesuatu yg sgt mudah dirosakkan,
penyelamat dr tangan si pemetik yg ingin menamatkan kembangnya mawar.

walau apa pun niat sang tangan..
mahu merasai kelembutan bunga?
menghidu harumnya mawar?
memetik utk mengabadikan bunga sbg haknya?
di bawa ke mana-mana sbg perhiasan diri?
meski sekadar iri melihat sang mawar mekar di taman..

bukankah duri itu lah satu-satunya pelindung sang bunga,
yg sgt byk ancamannya?

duri itu..
ia adalah sahabat..
ia membesar bsama sang bunga..
ketika bunga baru bercambah,duri baru malu-malu muncul..
munculnya hanya sbg jaminan,
bhw sang bunga akan mpunyai sahabat,
menempuh hari2 sukar di masa hadapan kelak.

duri itu..
menjadi semakin besar dan tajam..
selari dgn kembangnya bunga..
semakin harum sang bunga, semakin gah ia bertambah.

duri itu,
tidak tahu kenapa dia dipilih mjadi pelindung terhormat..
tp die tahu..
tuhan itu mahu die melindungi..
maka semakin hari die semakin menebalkan perlindungan itu..
agar sang bunga yg menjadi amanah itu,
dpt mempertahankan mekarnya.

duri itu..die semakin matang..
matangnya..searus dgn pengalaman sang bunga..

mawar itu.. temu nya dgn byk sang kumbang...
ada yg besar,kecil,berbagai2 bentuk dan warna.

kumbang2 itu..
ada yg dtg utk menolong sang bunga..
menyebarkan pollen yg di produce oleh bunga..
supaya bunga blh bertambah bilangannya..
menjadi semakin gah berkembang..

ada juga kumbang..
yg dtg sekadar utk singgah..
mungkin..
kumbang itu sudah jauh terbangnya..
mencari bunga istimewa yg entah bagaimana rupa dan bentuknya.
kerana penat,ia singgah pada bunga ini..
bunga ini tak pernah menghalau kumbang..
kerana kumbang itu,lagaknya selalu sombong..
lagaknya seperti dia lah yg punya hak memilih bunga persinggahan mereka.
tp sang bunga ini sikapnya halus.
perlukah berkira jika kumbang hanya utk menyinggah?

tp..
ada juga kumbang yg buruk lakunya..
ia datang..
lama duduknya..
smpat berbicara,bercerita..
menjadikan bunga leka mendengar..
terpesona dgn kata2 kumbang..
yg mmbawa pelbagai cerita..
dr seluruh pelusuk tmpt yg dilawatinya..
bknkah bunga itu duduknya hanya di situ?
kurang pengalamannya..
kurang juga pengetahuannya.
bunga membiarkan kumbang utk terus hinggap..
berharap utk mdengar lebih..
lebih dan lebih..

bunga leka dgn sang kumbang..
sehingga kadang2 die lupa wujudnya si duri..
yg sbnarnye adalah penemannya yg paling setia..
bunga lupa akan kehadiran duri,
lupa fungsinya duri.
sehingga bunga tak sedar sang kumbang itu td..
dtgnya hanyalah sekadar..
menghidu wangi mawar..
mencuri madu semahunya..
entah mengapa kumbang itu sangat buruk lakunya..
meski sang mawar itu seikhlasnya menerima..
sehingga bunga itu melupakan durinya..

namun,duri itu hanya mampu memerhati dr jauh..
duri itu mengharapkan kumbang yg dtg itu,
adalah kumbang yg berbakti pd mawar..
kumbang yg membantu mawar,agar lebih mekar dan berkembang..

tp duri itu kdg2 tak berdaya menolong mawar..
kerana mawar selalunya mudah mengalah pada kumbang..
yg pd mulanya membawa cerita2 bahagia.

duri itu..
ia matang bersama mawar..
pengalaman mawar,adalah juga pengalaman nya..
bukankah duri perlu belajar dr kesilapan mawar?

maka duri itu menjadi lebih berbisa..
setiap kali mawar mengeluarkan embun tangis di malam hari..
duri lah menjadi saksi setia..

duri itu...
lama kelamaan menjadi sgt sensitif..
ia sgt berhati2,agar bunga x lg disakiti..
agar tak lg ada embun mlm yg dingin membasahi bumi..

bunga..
dia x akan lg melupakan hadirnya duri..
duri itu adalah senjata..
ia adalah shabat..

bukan maksud duri utk menjauhkan kumbang budiman dr bunga..
cuma..
duri itu,dia serik melihat kumbang2 yg entah bagaimana pendiriannya.

maka kdg2...
duri itu bertindak sgt cepat..
meski kdg2,,
tgn si pemetik hanya mahu melihat..
mahu menikmati mekarnya bunga..
tanpa mahu merosakkn kelopak segarnya..

duri itu slalunya silap..
ia kdg2 salah menilai niat sang tgn..

tp salah duri kah?
apabila ia berbisa...
utk melindungi sang mawar?

maka jika duri tiada,
apakah nasib sang bunga?

perlukah nasib bunga berakhir di tangan kumbang, atau si pemetik,
yg hanya menyanyangi mawar, hanya ketika kembangnya masih mekar?

tuai padi antara masak..

esok jgn layu-layuan..

intai kami antara nmpk...

esok jgn rindu-rinduan..

hihi..
i remember this was my favourite song when i was a child..herm around 5-6 yrs old?
i learned this song from an old classical movie on TV..
i've oredy forgotten the movie's title..
but anyways..

this song brings a deep meaning doesnt it? =)

-xoxo-

^^ im not a lesbian =p ^^

if tomorrow never comes..

Sometimes late at night ..
I lie awake and watch her sleeping ..
She's lost in peaceful dreams ..
So I turn off the lights and lay there in the dark ..

And the thought crosses my mind ..
If I never wake up in the morning ..
Would she ever doubt the way I feel,
About her
in my heart..

If tomorrow never comes ..
Will she know how much I loved her ??
Did I try in every way ?
to show her every day
That she's my only one ..

And if my time on earth were through
she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last ??
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed

So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

a song by ronan keating..

obviously this isnt my story cuz im STRAIGHT.. hehe
but the words,ideas n arrangement of lyrics are very beatiful..
and i do believe..
this song reflects each of us..
no matter in what way,it gives meaning to everyone.

<3 DUHAI HATI <3

jika menangis itu dapat melegakan resah hatimu..
jika menangis itu adalah penyelesaiannya..
maka menangislah sepuas2nya wahai hati..
biarkanlah ia mengalir..
agar esok,
gelisah itu tak akan menjenguk kembali..
agar resah itu
pergi tak kembali..

tenanglah dikau WAHAI HATI..

090909

bismillah
it has been 10 days till today..
yep..10 days..
since i made the decision..
the one decision..

thinking abt that..
i have no ideas what im doing..
im lost..
too many things happened in a very short time..
and i can still feel the pain of the past.
which i shud forget by now.

they nearly drive me crazy..

maybe bcuz it's ONLY 10 days..
a very short time that still make me hesitate..

im looking for..
the confidence that i gained before..
it's lost since these past 10 days..
maybe im the one who thinks too much..
herm..

confused.
whether im
doing the right thing..
thinking in the right way..
acting like what im supposed to act..

these 10 days..
always make me think.

the confidence isnt here yet..
and i know i have to find it..

LORD,

im looking for the answer.

im looking for ur guide.

borrow me the strength.
borrow me the peace.
and give me ur blessing.

andai kata keputusan ini salah..
seandainya ia bknlah qadar mu ya Allah..
tunjukkan lah.
dengan cara yg sehalus-halusnya.
supaya ia tak akan menyakiti mana2 hati..
hatiku..
dan hati insan lain..

kerana qadar Mu adalah yang sebaik2 nya,
dan aku redha dgn qada' MU.

ameen ya rabbal a'lamin

sshhh.. silent pls...

bismillah.

ramai org kate.. SILENCE doesnt change anything.. SILENCE cudnt make a difference.

i agree.only to a small extent.

im very angry if someone dont ever bother to silent their phone during class.
im very angry if someone talks when other people is praying.
im very ANNOYED when someone's talking during lectures!
i feel like killing someone if i heard someone's laughing n shouting during an azan.

isnt it good if everyone UNDERSTAND?

yeah..talk,give ur opinion.be brave for the truth.be brave for the rights.be brave for the justice.
but..

a hadith,, that i bear all the time in my mind...

عَنْ أَبِي هُرَيْرَةَ رَضِيَ اللهُ عَنْهُ أَنَّ رَسُوْلَ اللهِ صَلَّى اللهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ قَالَ : مَنْ كَانَ يُؤْمِنُ بِاللهِ وَالْيَوْمِ الآخِرِ فَلْيَقُلْ خَيْراً أًوْ لِيَصْمُتْ، وَمَنْ كَانَ يُؤْمِنُ بِاللهِ وَاْليَوْمِ الآخِرِ فَلْيُكْرِمْ جَارَهُ، وَمَنْ كَانَ يُؤْمِنُ بِاللهِ وَالْيَوْمِ الآخِرِ فَلْيُكْرِمْ ضَيْفَهُ . [رواه البخاري ومسلم]

Dari Abu Hurairah”Barang siapa yang beriman kepada Allah dan hari akhirat, maka hendaklah ia berkata baik atau diam, barang siapa yang beriman kepada Allah dan hari akhirat, maka hendaklah ia memuliakan tetangga dan barang siapa yang beriman kepada Allah dan hari akhirat, maka hendaklah ia memuliakan tamunya”. HR. Bukhari dan Muslim

yea.. berkatalah yang baik.

jika kamu tidak dapat mencari kata2 yang baik,jika kamu tidak dapat mengawal amarahmu, maka DIAM lah.

“Sesungguhnya pendengaran, penglihatan, dan hati semuanya kelak pasti akan dimintai tanggung jawabnya”. (QS. Al Isra’ : 36)


biarkan sajelah marah itu.kerana ia akan pergi.kerana ia adalah nafsu.kerana ia adalah syaitan.

Hadis Keenambelas

Dari Abu Hurairah r.a, bahawasanya ada seorang telah berkata kepada Nabi SAW : " Nasihatilah kepadaku ! " Dijawab oleh Nabi SAW : " Jangan marah! " Orang itu berulangkali meminta supaya dirinya dinasihati, maka tetap Rasulullah SAW mengatakan :
" Jangan marah ! "


maka jika kita rase marah.....
bersabarlah...

orang yang banyak kata2 nya...maka banyaklah lah dosanya...katakanlah hanya perkara yang penting...kerana...

lidah itu lebih tajam dari pedang..jika ia digunakan dgn baik,maka baiklah jadinya.
jika gunanya adalah salah...
ia pasti menyakiti hati insan lain..
dan akan menyakiti diri sendiri...suatu hari nanti..

sesetengah orang berkata tanpa berfikir tlebih dulu..
tidak ke mereka tahu..

kata-kata itu menyakitkan?

Rasulullah Shallallahu ‘alaihi wa sallam juga bersabda:

“Bukankah manusia terjerumus ke dalam neraka karena tidak dapat mengendalikan lidahnya”.

bersabarlah..

kerana mereka adalah ORANG YANG TIDAK TAHU...

"bukanke berterus terang itu lg baik?"

tapi pasti ke kite ape yang kite ckp tu btul? pasti ke kite layak berkata2 begitu?

pasti ke kite x akan menyakiti hati org yg mdengar..

psnn yg saye akan ingat smpai bile2...

"org berkata sbb die mahu berkata2...

jarang ade org yg berkata2 utk perubahan..

mereka berkata utk nafsu...rse puas hati sakitkn insan lain..rase puas apbila menghina org lain..

rase puas bila geram dapat dilepaskan..wpun geram dan marah itu sebenarnye b'punca dr diri kita sendiri..

tapi bersabarlah..kerana ganjaran di sisi Nya sgt besar."

ye..saye akan ingat..terima kasih utk psnn itu,kawan...

"paku dulang paku serpih,berkata org dia yg lebih."

pepatah melayu itu ada benarnya.

tidak ke kite patut menilai diri sendiri dlu sblm kite mnilai org lain?

tidak ke mereka tahu, bahawa kemurkaan ALAH itu terletak pada org2 yang tidak melakukan ape yg diperkatakan?

semudah itu ke utk kite berkata2 tanpa berfikir akibatnya?

wahai kawan..

seseorg itu senyap bkn krn dia tidak tahu..

malah die mungkin mengetahui lebih dr apa yg kamu tahu..

seseorg itu senyap bkn krn dia tidak marah..bkn juga krn dia hanya menerima segala2 nya..

dia senyap kerana menyembunyikan marahnya..
mempertahankan sabarnya...
mempertahankan maruah nya....

tapi tegar kah kita sbg seorg muslim yg mengaku beriman utk terus menguji kesabaran nya?

sedangkan...

kita sendiri....

tidak tahu...

di mana letaknya diri kita di sisi-NYA....

sahabat.

jagalah perkataan.kerana perkataan kita adalah peribadi kita.

S.O.C.I.A.L

bismillah.

i have a lot of work to do!! urgh~ yet one word i heard today..only 1 word..that really urges me to write this post! (why im destined to hear that word today??!! why dont u find another day! when im not busy lah..but yeah,,i heard it..heard it already..it's a fact!)

OK! that word. SOCIAL. what does it meant to u?

from my views, i can see three types of people for that word.

1)first.

someone who all the time is alone. he has frens.housmates.batchmates.seniors.juniors.
yet..he's still alone! anywhere,anytime. only him.he rarely speaks. rarely joins any activities.
rarely comes out from his house. what to do?
maybe he thinks no one needs him,no one cares abt him.or no one wants to be friend with him.
OORR...
maybe he thinks they need him,want him to be their fren.but! he doesnt need them.

okay.the prob is, he's alone! so no one knows the reason.
therefore,i'd leave this question for ya all to think.

2)second

someone who thinks he doesnt have enough friends.
thinking that he has to find more frens,MORE...in numbers.
bcuz he feels the number of frens that he's got isnt enough.he needs to see MORE people,
know MORE abt people.experience MORE variations.

but the fact is, he' already had enough..or maybe a lot of frens.

yet he usually be seen alone. he usually leaves his frens bcuz he wants to find more frens. leaving his frens who he loves to love more frens. not bcuz he doesnt like them,it's just bcuz he feels he has to leave.. leaving his frens who doesnt wanna be left, doesnt wanna see other people. doesnt wanna change.

people like this will usually be alone,but anywhere they go,they'll still have frens.bcuz they will always make frens.

3) third.

people who always have frens with them wherever they go.whenever we met them.
they are always with AT LEAST one fren.

but..the thing is..
they are always with the SAME PEOPLE. never changed.
same.same.same.everytime we see them.
yeah,they have frens.but again,the same frens all the time.
first time we see him : with his best fren.
2nd time : best fren
3rd time : best fren again.
4th time. his housemate. OK! (dah maju sedikit)
5th: housmemate
6th : housmate
7th : housmate. AGAIN??? gaduh dgn best fren ke ?
8th : best fren. ok,best fren die blk kampung kot hari tu.
eerrr tp..bestfren lagi?
9th : batchmate..eerr tp batchmate yg ni mmg baik dgn bast fren die pn..
10th time : housmate..herrmmm..

and the cycle starts over and over again.

my opinion?? people like this will never had the chance to open up their mind
..to see the real world..if they dont wanna change.
they will always be in their COMFORT..but the thing is..
they feel comfortable not bcuz everything's alright..
but they feel like that bcuz..they keep doing the same thing..
that never risk their life.

they think it's enough laa..got fren what..just stick to them la..
best frens,batchmates,roomates,housemates and all the mates.24 hours with them.sleep,eat,study,assignment project etc etc..for them, 'ITS WRONG TO CHANGE THE KEBIASAAN. MUST BE WITH THEM.MUST.HAVE TO.'mesti berkepit setiap masa.
and if they are my true fren,they must always be with me.24hrs.cannot go anywhere.
cant be with other people.

but they dont realise that this world is large..there are many people out there. there are many opportunities that u'll never see if u dont come out from ur comfort zone.


yet they think they have enough fren.but actually they are narrowing their world only with their frens.

THEY WILL ONLY SEE AND KNOW THE THINGS HAPPEN BETWEEN THEM AND THEIR FRENS. THEY WILL ONLY KNOW THINGS THAT THEIR FREN KNOW.

they wont know other things..which makes them very RUGI.
they think they dah social enough when they berkepit with the same people all the time.

what i wanna highlight here is..
go out.see the world.find things that u dont know.
u will get a lot.a lot of benefits.

and dont ever care what people say.
" why u dont so close with ur frens haa?" .
say it closely to ur heart,bcuz i want more than an ordinary friendship.
" why u dont just stick to ur batcmates haa?". bcuz i want to know more than what my batchmates know.
" why dont u berkepit wit all ur housemates haa?it's easy what.everything do together".
bcuz i want more than a narrow and small world.

im not saying u cant be 'faithful and loyal' to ur frens. u have to.

but be brave,see the world. be close with ur frens but try to be close with other people too.

A FRENSHIP IS NOT MEANT TO LIMIT YOU. IT IS SUPPOSED TO ENCOURAGES U TO FIND A BETTER WAY.A BETTER PLACE.A BETTER WORLD.

saying all these mengarut2-after-class things..

i remember sentence(s) in holy quran..

ALLAH said.. "aku menjadikan kamu terdiri dari laki2 dan perempuan, berbilang2 bangsa dan keturunan, utk kamu berkenal-kenalan.dan utk kamu berkasih-kasihan."

i still dont know which category i fall into..so.....

WHAT ABOUT YOU? =)

xoxo ~